just in case you wondered....

...there is such a large hole in my heart.
i sure do miss this lady.

i called dad recently.
he wasn't home so the answering machine got it.
got to hear my momma's voice again. 
i knew it was there.
i just forgot.

bitter-sweet.

not the best day for a grief-burst .
is there any good day for that?

however i am doing what my mom did 
so generously and often.
gonna do stuff for and with my youngest child.
and i'm happy to do so.

my mom taught her youngest child well.