untitled ramblings

a year ago i was belly-button deep in wedding plans.
it was fun...okay...not all the time, but usually it was.
i enjoyed it all. but also thankful we aren't
on that merry-go-round currently.

this year i am....??
who knows really.
guess i don't know the words... 
don't worry
because in reality, i am okay.
i took the last of my valentine roses
from brown eyed handsome man and put them
on my momma's grave. they were pretty well dried.
unfortunately i placed them on the windiest day.
and i forgot to take a piece of wire to anchor them 
in to the ground.
well.... the dirt is still soft so i was able to push the 
stems in the dirt several inches. 
when they would go no further i said 
"reach up and pull 'em on down mom."  
tee hee hee.
i did tell my dad about the flowers because i 
knew he would wonder why someone would put
ribbon wrapped sticks on mom's grave. 
see the wind scattered the petals real fast.
yes, he said they were only sticks, but i think
he probably left them.  

it's been a busy week,
something every day pulled me out of my warm home
and into the world.
time with dad, time with bird,
time with my shoulder doc,
time with a cute blue-eyed girl on a 
playground. 
time with some of the breast buddies and 
our 3 1/2 hour lunch. 
today time with community ladies being 
drawn to pray for Malaysia, for safety 
of the immigrants, children and women.
no matter how weary i might get,
i have not one thing to complain about.
my family is all housed, fed,
healthy and basically content.
thank you God.